Finally, JC life ended. All the time spent mugging and looking for teachers are worthwhile the day I realised I've achieved excellent results for A levels. I shook Ms Lai's hand. :D Till now, I still think that getting such results is a miracle due to the fact that I flung my prelims. Constantly getting lousy grades throughout my JC2 days. However, that's not what I wanted. I did study. Nevertheless, those uncertain days have passed. Now, I'm waiting for University Admission- NUS Faculty of Science (Bachelor of Mathematics). Clinching a MOE Teaching Award.
I'm rather pleased with my current status quo. Admitted into the dream university and the dram school with the dream course as well as having the dream scholarship given by the dream government satutory.

For those who did well in A levels, my warmest congratulations and I do hope you all can get into the desired university. Please do not think that JC is the easy route out and most direct way to university life. I do agree to a large extent that after graduating from JC, most JC graduates can enter local universities. At the same time, we cannot omit the fact that we had to struggle through our JC life when many of our friends are actually enjoying their project-dominated days. I believe some of my friends do have hectic life meddling with their project stuffs but still, they must have had some wonderful days. Life is fair, we had to suffer for our 2 years and then get to enjoy the previledge of securing a university placement FIRST. :)

For JC students who are currently preparing for their A levels, please do make full full use of your time and complete your A levels once and for all, of course, with flying colours. Only then you can be like us graduates, enjoying life all the way till august before we start our semi-adult life. Otherwise, you would be like some of my friends who have already started school in ploytechnic or private instituitions.

Being a JC student has the exception and prestigious title of having direct University admission, if you have to retain or repeat A levels OR enter poly after JC2, you would have lost the "SPECIAL" treatment and made your JC days worthless. Wasting 2 years of your time and yet achieve nothing, higest qualification- still O levels. Hence, I sincerely urge those who are sec 4 and aiming to go JC to think twice about the consequences of not being able to cope JC life and for those who are now in JC, please study hard as what lies ahead is not a bed of roses, I have been through the hard times and I know all the hard work and effort that needs to be put in in order to achieve big. I am not smart(clinching only 218 in PSLE), so I know jolly well how hard students like me have to struggle. To be encouraging, even for students who are slower like me, achieving outstanding results are not impossible... but... time and perseverance is needed, I made it, what about you?

yz

Well.. I'm left with the last physics mcq paper at this point in time... Two years of JC education have ended and it means to say I've completed 12years of MOE education. Time flies and during my graduation ceremony, flashbacks appeard and I remembered the time when I just entered SECONDARY SCHOOL..

I saw the roll of honours and at that time, I sort of had a dream to imagine if my name was carved into the roll of honours... I topped my sec1 class and was 5th in the whole cohort. I topped my sec2 class and was 4th in whole cohort. I topped my sec3 and sec4 class and I jumped straight to the top student.

For prelims, EVSS had 3 students who are raw 10-pointers- namely(XUE ER, SIQIN, AND ME). The award was presented to me because I had the most number of distinctions. I scored C5 for English and straight A1. Risiculous right.. I thought so too.

For O level, on the day of release of O level results, I entered school with the mindset that "What's there is there.. Nothing is going to change.. so there's no point in being scared." The teacher whom I first met was Mrs Moraes. She told me," Go in.. you will be very happy" At that point in time I sort of can guess that I did not do badly. I dived straight through the crowd and I heard my juniors shouted, "Hey Yuan Zhen, Congratulations! You very pro eh." I said," huh". The pointed to the notice board and I saw the slip of paper stated: Top O level student: Lau Yuan Zhen, L1R5=8, 7 Distinctions, 4A1 3A2. I was indeed shocked. I counted with my fingers. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7... 7 6 5 4 3 2 1... Yar I took 7 subjects only.. meaning straight As which seemed impossible at that point in time as I was usually weak in English due to the basis that I came from a Chinese-speaking family..

I know it's true. But I still cannot believe it. I walked calmly to the hall and the next teacher I saw was Ms Tan Hui Hong. She said," Congratulations Yuan Zhen, It's true It's true, you've earned it." Tears welled up in my eyes and they started to roll down my cheeks. My fren is damn funny she passed me a box of tissue paper. haha. I didn't get the anticipation to open my results slips as the Principal announced my results. The same precedure happens-photo taking etc.

PS: In the past, I'm not keen in talking about my o level top student's happenings as I thought it would sound abit arrogant.

I got into my desired school and lived my life as an MJC student for 2 years. It's a great school I would say, allowing me to develop in all areas especially in the community involvement. I run for EXCO in my CCA and I got it. I had non-academic excellance but I was struggling with my academic areas. Although I was in the top class, sort of, lowest average L1R5, I faced strong competitors. As in, I compare my results within the class to see how well I fare and not with the whole cohort. I could say, it's not as easy as secondary school. I sort of cannot blend into the LECTURE-TUTORIAL style and I can exit the LT with only 1% of information into my mind. I even had the idea of skipping school as I do not have any frens. I'm an OGL(ORIENTATION GROUP LEADER) and I did not have the chance to mingle with my classmates during orientation as I spent my orientation days with another class.

Thank god, I met with a cute and nice fren- GERMAINE WONG. Our first interaction was kinda wierd. I saw this gim moh gal during orientation, lyk ah lian type and I thought she went into the wrong school.. Haha.. I think she will whack me if she sees this. I treat her sweets and she looked up, with her big eyes plus damn long eyelash(I'm jealous). She asked," Eh this school strict or not arh, " I stunned. In my mind was...AIYO YOU DYE UR HAIR UNTIL LIDDAT, STRICT OR NOT VERY FAST YOU WILL NOE ALREADY.. haha..

Thanks Germaine, you made my life in MJC memorable and made me wanna go to school everyday just to play with you. The shoebags shopping, irritating tutors, going hong nam, disturbing the guys, playing boring lame coin games jump jump jump move this move that, visit the polyclinic, encountering flasher and many more... Actually you sound cute when you say I'm unstable.. and I think I sound cute too when I shouted roxy ass and cow dung.. haha.. Hope you enjoyed your 18year old bday that was meant to stay with you for your whole life. I enjoyed my gifts too.. haha.. :D

I managed to get used to the teaching style in MJC and I managed to get 100% of the information into my head, while chatting with germaine and talking nonsense and eating during lecture. Pro huhz.. haha.. Eventually, It's time to end JC life.

A levels.. I had a long journey, start of A levels 10nov, ending on the 30nov, painful duration..

Maths paper 1: I was quite worried as I think the paper was not easy..

Maths paper2: The paper was quite below average I would say probably bcuz
I'm more proficient in Statistics.

Physics paper 2: Relatively easy compared to MJC physics prelim

Physics paper 3: Rather easy, I chose qns 6 and 7 and My Teacher said it was a smart choice. I thought so too. haha.. I spent 10mins choosing which qns to do leh siaoz siaoz. haha..

Chem paper 1: Tough paper due to time constraint

Chem paper 2: It was an okay paper

Chem paper 3: Ambiqious paper, uncertain

Econs paper 1: Okay bahz, I did my best

Econs paper 2: Quite a tough paper compared to MJC and past A level paper but surprisingly I could do. Just whack though.

General paper 1: My sort of best essay so far

General paper 2: Uncertain, best AQ done

So here I am.. waiting for my physics paper 1 and release of A level results eventually..

Say bye to school students and embrace the new life of an young adult. I'm given a new release of life as I ended my extremely rocky JC life.

yz

I have been feeling very down recently...

Things hasn't been going smoothly for me...

Thanks to my teachers, friends and most importantly... my mother... you're the best mum in the world... :)

妈妈
你是我的天使
你雪白的翅膀
时时刻刻呵护着我

妈妈
你是上天赐给我的宝物
在魔怪出现时帮我摆脱所有困难
在我最需要你的时候无所不在地陪伴着我

你的双手
是多么的温暖 时时抚摸着我的脸
你的白发
是岁月不饶人的痕迹 也是我成长的标致

家
是我的避风港
你
是我的指明灯

感谢上苍
让妈妈存在着

I really need a breather.

yz

Due to special requests by people to update my blog, I shall not leave it under maintainence.. :)
Recently was busy with march block test.. (MBT: exam like condition.. not all J1 n J2 topics tested but still significant no. of topics tested)

I went back to my secondary school EVSS co bbq last sat with lu huan.. n we listened to the song.. chuang jiang ling i think.. haha.. not bad.. quite impactful i would say.. :P so jiayou ppl.. at least i think got the power.. better than last time ours.. haha.. no offence arhz my batch.. haha.. :)

Oh n today is the end of my MBT.. so i went ehub with my frens and we watched the movie: Confessions of the Shopaholic
The show is so funnnnnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. haha.. i laugh till stomach pain. Alright.. It's a good movie.. i would say.. dere's climax.. humour.. sadness... love.. all a show should possess.. :) so i would recommend it.. haha
oh n btw.. i met karyn n ethel at ehub cup walker.. den she oso watching movie.. den is same show.. is same time.. haha.. so .. things are liddat when dere's what i called as affinity.. :)

Things for me to accomplish after MBT.. haha.. ah huan ask for fishing.. n i personally would like to.. fly kite.. ice skate.. kbox.. so.. any takers?? haha..

Tmrw i'll have a chat and ice lemon tea with my sec sch tcher.. n go for cip tutoring at Chong Zheng Pri at 201 Tampines.. :)

Btw.. my JC phy tcher is leaving soon.. in june.. i veh sad.. cuz he veh humourous.. den teach veh well.. :) but.. we cannot be so selfish right.. he has the quality to be a RJC tcher.. so we cannot blame him for leaving for better prospects.. anyway.. since he's such a gd teacher.. i shall wish him all the best and enjoy his teaching career.. Good tchers are hard to find and it's already a blessing that i had him for one n a half year.. so.. gd luck 老师..haha.. wad i always call u.. haha.. :P thanks for all the jokes n laughters.. ur committments n patience.. i appreciate them.. Hope u can feel.. :)

Oh.. n i disclosed a secret that i've kept with me for almost 5 years.. :) haha.. unbelieveable huhz.. haha.. yup.. but i did.. i may be silly.. foolish.. to be frank.. it was difficult.. with hopes being raised n dashed lots of times.. Actually.. last time i thought.. i will wait.. wait for u.. wait for u to grow up.. wait for u to mature.. affinity will bring us back eventually..
However.. i admitted defeat.. all these will nv happen.. frm the instant.. the instant that..
Whatever it is.. i'll be arnd.. :) you didn't lose me.. Just rmb.. Anytime u need me.. I'll always be dere.. ^_^

yz

Alright. Yesterday was my dear germ's bday. I made her a video, consisting lots of her unglam pics n greetings by the whole class. N I bought a cake(shared by the whole class) from four leaves. Eh. Actually four leaves the cake quite nice eh. FYI: Choco Exotic. I lyk promote four leaves cake for them liddat. Cuz almost my whole class asked abt the cake. They said it's veh nice eh. esp inside got the choco biscuit. haha. :P

Oh. N.. germ cried btw. haha. jux teared i mean. I shan't continue le. haha. silly gal. haha. :)

And... great thanks to all those who helped me with the hiding and preparing and bringing stuffs. ^-^

yz

我开始心动了。

苑甄

Today.

I cried.

And u noe wad.

A guy offered me a piece of tissue.

A gal offered me a roll of tissue.

A guy offered me a lunch.

yz

I am thinking of playing a game! haha. I would like to put random lyrics( a sentence or so) as my msn nick. Then those who can guess the song that the lyrics belong to will.. hmm. prize?? haha.. :P

PS: No wonder my mum say that I this kindda person. In the future most probably will be "bullied" by husband. haha. Or I would say, she thinks that I can't do without the person I love de. Then I replied, " yar. I'm like that de. And the person is you."

SWEET HUHZ. She almost stomped to death. haha. :P

我不舒服。

When I look at other ppl's glasses. I thought it's yours.
When I saw a food, it reminds me of you.
When I hear the song, it reminds me of you being crazy over your idol.
When I saw the skates, I remember the times we had.
When I saw a carnival, it reminds me of your helpfulness.
When I saw the medicine, I think about your stupid stuffs.
When I saw the clinic, I know you're touched.
When I saw the contact, it reminds me of the conversations.

I think I may need to see the doctor on saturday.

yz

Right. I watched Benjamin Buttons last fri with ah huan. It was.. erm.. long.. I would say. haha. 3hrs plus. And ah huan was lyk.. kept saying.. veh worth siaz. haha. our butts so pain larh. den so cold in the theatre!~

The show is about a guy who aged backwards. Meaning? He was born OLD. Then as people grow older, he grow younger. in terms of appearance yup. But mindset and his physical condition except appearance is getting older. To make it more clear. When he was born, he suffered from oestoporosis and stuffs and he looked damn ungly and wierd as he had lots of wrinkles and his skin was like those of an 80year old person. As years passed, he grew younger, hair becomes black etc. Till his age becomes 80 years old, he grew back into a baby and had sickness lyk alzheimer disease and forget things easily. He closed his eyes and "DIED". Understand mahz??

Sounds unbelieveable huhz.haha. :P think it's an ancient story. So can't be true bahz. the whole movie abt his life story lo. very engaging. But there's no climax. I feel. Which a movie should have, most importantly. :)

yz

alright.

Remenbered last year i tutor 2 PSLE students. One on the 11th storey and another on the 9th storey. Every saturday morning i would make my way to the bedok area to tutor them Chinese. Xiong arhz. Consecutive 2 students eh. Will die. Unfortunately, one of them had to move house to Sengkang area. His mother wanted me to continue with the tutoring by making my way down to Sengkang every sat. However, due to heavy sch work, i rejected her request.

I only managed to send a tutee off for his PSLE. The "child" to me, named Eugene. Extremely notti, or should I say, Bubbly. He was crazy about Rubiks cube. Last year, when i was preparing him for his prelims, i mentioned that once he can improve his Chinese by a grade, I'll fix his Rubiks cube for him. Indeed, he succeeded. But u think I can fix the stupid cube mehz??? I asked for my fren's help larhz of cuz.

Just now, I called him and asked about his PSLE results. Guess wad?! He scored an A. "A" okay. For his 4 subjects, 1A 3Bs. The subject that on the first day of tutoring session his mum told me," My son's Chinese is the lousiest subject, so you see wad you can do larhz. " OMGGG. He excel in that subject, surprisingly.

The problem comes, over the fone, he exclaimed," Teacher, you like owe me something eh."
I answered," Got mehz?"
He said,"Yar! U last time told me that if I managed to get an A for chinese. You would ask ur fren to teach me how to fix the stupid cube eh."

I stun.

How can kids memory be so pro.

My face felt hot. How I wish I can kup the fone straight away.

You want to noe how I managed to overcome this crisis right.

HAHAZ.I'M NOT GONNA TELL YOU!!! :P

yz (I'm happy for him. Thanks for proving my worth. Thanks.)

元宵节快乐！！！

The moon is extremely beautiful today.

It's the last day of the new year.

New year stretches for 15days.

Finally, It ended.

Everything ended.

Trying to live my life as per normal.

Trying very hard...

Will perservere.

yz

有许多人说：“初恋是最容易让人心痛的。。。”

一段刻苦铭心的爱情。。。

就这样。。

因为你的一句谎言

而画上了句点。。。

在这时
我已决定了
要为我们的这段恋情
戴上一个“过去”的皇冠。。


遥远是宇宙静静在背后去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚
讲一千句也不够

即使一刹有过冲动挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有不需真正拥有
成全多舍不得仍然是放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

<<<只要你幸福。。 对我来说。。什么都值得。。。>>>

因为你而快乐的 苑甄

Alright. I just found out tat a bitch offended my friend.

I'm going to ask germ to teach me how to close my blog.

My fone has been very busy these few days.

yz

This is a reminder.

Never ever lie to me.

I never ever expect you to lie to me.

U misplaced my trust.

At this instant. 10.21pm.

It's the end of our relationship.

I swear.

I hate you. No more SmSes.

I'm foolish. After so many years.. I confided in you. I rely on you. I waited for you. Instead, what i get in return is nothing but a lie. My panicks. My worries. My concern. My love. All have been showered on you. I'm furious.

I'm not gonna care about you anymore. I respect you. That's y i asked for a confrontation. The chance has been yours. You din cherish it.

My heart's tearing apart. Tears welled up in my eyes. But I promised myself not to cry. I must be strong. Definitely. You're not worth my tears.

心痛竟然是如此

有如一只强而有力的魔爪

死死抓着我的心不放

不能呼吸

深深感受到了

再也不要历史重演

我后悔了

yz

Happi Happi Chinese New Year Everyone!!! :P:P

yz

Oh yes. I learnt a new skill today. I noe how to use the string to pluck facial hair eh.. haha.. :P known as jiao lian. or wan lian. haha. veh pro rite!!! haha.. Want free service can come to me.. haha yeah!!!!! :P:P

yz

Great. I went to the doc n check check check. The doctor pressed my face till I bcum puffer fish le. N he said. Not wisdom tooth larh. How relieved am I! :)

He said it's the dunno wad fa yan. den muz eat antibiotics n painkillers. Now, if u ask me whether I'm cured. I shall ans u now. Not at all. The medicine didn't work. I dunno why.. N it hurts. I can't smile. I'm an unhappy gal now. Plus: I can't chew. It hurts larhz!!!

N for my ear. There are abrasions inside. I was given ear drops. N it cured. haha..

Since the oral medicine for my lun kuo are useless. I WILL NOT EAT THEM ANYTMORE! THEY ARE GIGANTIC MEDICINE TO ME!!! I remembered once upon a time, someone tried to coax me to eat medicine by lying to me that some medicines have flavours!! I can't remember did i believe him..hahaz.

I WAIT YOU (Quote: 〈斗牛要不要〉伊胜雪）

yz

Should I cry or should I not?
Could the pain ever take flight?
Not the pain from the abrasions,
Not the pain from those wounds either.
It's from the heart deep inside,
Hurting as though thousands needles pricking hard.

The sadness and anger linger on,
Just like the germs in your blood.
Struggling hard to get rid of them,
Before insanity hits me.
Despite my utmost effort,
My prayers don't seem to be heard.

Why are they like that?
Ignoring me, this little soul?
I cry and ache for that love,
The love i ought to deserve.
Poor child, poor me,
When could i ever be free?

yz

The year of Ox.

Everything hasn't been going smoothly for me.

It has been 2 weeks since the school reopens. However, I believe I'm still in the holiday mood. New Year's around the corner and I'm looking forward to it. Who doesn't? Haha.. :)

My family have been discussing whether or not to hold a birthday party for me this year. Here comes the big question. Why? If anyone can't guess it, I'll kick you in the butt! hahaz.

Hmm...

I don't feel comfortable.
Don't you know?
When will you ever find out?
My behaviour, My hints, My expression
Almost depleted...

你的一举一动，已渐渐汇入爱情的海洋，难道你不知道吗？
(Quote: <斗牛要不要> 伊胜雪)

你的无知
你那柔情的慰问
偶尔会让我厌恶
不时会让我猜想
你对他人是否也是如此

不解

Labels: yz

有人说：
“倘若女孩子主动，得到她的他是不会好好珍惜她的。。。”
也有人说：
“在这二十一世纪，已没有主动与被动之分了，应把握时机，否则幸福将会悄悄溜走。。。”

有些人说：
“缘分自有天注定，所谓：有缘千里来相会”
但。。。
三分天注定，七分靠打拼
不正好反驳了这句话吗???

等待。。。

刘苑甄

Have you ever felt like a bomb?
Hundreds, Thousands, Millions, Zillions of thoughts
Hundreds, Thousands, Millions, Zillions of of things to say
However, my lips seemed to have been brought to the tailor
tightly zipped.

A bottle filled to the brink
A [1*(10^-n)] timed bomb
A canned sardine
A shaken fizzy drink
An air filled balloon

I'm like...
A bird without wings
A blind pilot
A skater without legs
I'm sorry

I can't help
I can't do anything
Although you would rather hope for the worst
I would be helping you to hope for the best
I'm useless

A drastic change
A mature chap
A transition
A Love
A Miracle

yz

oh my.. i found graph paper!!

yz



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alright. tis is not the veh first pic. i suggest u read frm the bottom of this post.Home Sweet Home. i'm veh lucky. i sat at the wing dere. haha.

yUaN zHeN n kaRyN n etHeL(:
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